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[Connor]
Previously on
Sterling Point…

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[Ellis]
You're her dad.

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I'm sorry. I never wanted it
to come out like this.

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What was your plan, then?
Did you even have one?

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God, I hate being back here.

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How are you not scared of it?

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Because I love you.

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-Oh, my God! [screams]
-Whoa!

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I went to Barrie
to talk to Gordon's lawyer.

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I need you to sign this.

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What is it?

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I don't want you to be my guardian.

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[Rory]
Once we get back to the city,
you'll feel like yourself again.

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I may stay here, actually.

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And do what?

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And live.

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Tell my kids they're not Canadian

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and convince them to come back home,
that'd be nice.

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I'd rather die than leave Sterling Point
and you and…

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You were about to say Ellis.

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-No.
-Yeah, you were.

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-[Annie]
We did kiss.
-[Ramona gasps]

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[Annie]
I know.

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-[Ramona]
Shut up.
-In the closet.

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Why do you check your dad's socks for him?

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'Cause he's colorblind, so he mixes up
navy blue and black.

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[Sully]
I think that you are
really good at hiding.

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But what if you just
went ahead and faced it?

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I need you to spit in a tube.

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Can I ask why?

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Because I think you might be my dad.

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[Annie] I cannot believe
I have to leave this place.

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It's just, like, this is exactly
where I'm supposed to be.

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-You know what I mean?
-Yeah.

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-With exactly who I'm supposed to be with.
-Aw.

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[chuckles] I'm sorry.
I should've said it more seriously.

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We could write letters.
Have you ever written a letter?

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-I've always wanted like a, like a…
-[Ellis] Yeah?

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…Henry VIII-Anne Boleyn situation,

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except, like, not. She was beheaded.

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So not, like, entirely ideal.

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So…

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what do you want to do
with your last couple days?

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["I Know A Place" playing]

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Hmm…

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Well, obviously this.

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[all chattering indistinctly]

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-[Oona] You okay?
-[Ramona] Mmm-hmm.

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[Ramona] Yeah, I'm just stressed.

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You can tell me if something's up.

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I know.

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Okay.

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[speaking indistinctly]

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-Cheers.
-Cheers.

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[all laughing]

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-Hey.
-Hey.

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Good morning.

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-What?
-Did you get up to brush your teeth?

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-No.
-[chuckles]

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The truth will set you free.
You put on your makeup. It's okay.

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-Can't forget the morning makeup.
-No one just looks like that.

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[softly] Is this okay?

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[whispers] Yeah.

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[breath trembling]

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[muttering] No,
I'm not interested, thank you.

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No.

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Okay.

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Oh.

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[suspenseful music playing]

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Fuck.

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-At least your dick works.
-[Ramona sighs]

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I-- Okay.

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So she is 100%
your and Mom's biological child?

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[Steven] I mean, to be clear,
I didn't even think it was a possibility.

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Also, Annie, this doesn't…

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This doesn't change
anything between us or--

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Why wouldn't you tell me the second
that you thought that this could be true?

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I didn't want to freak you out
if it wasn't.

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I didn't want to ruin
your last few days here for no reason.

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Also, I didn't…
I didn't want it to be true.

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It's not like I had this plan.

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Should I get a paternity test?
Maybe I'm, like, someone's secret dad.

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Okay, please.

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Are you mad at me?

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No, I'm not mad at you, Ramona.

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I'm just…

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I'm not mad at you.
I'm just processing this.

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I'm just, like, wrapping my head around…

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that they are your actual parents.

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But didn't you say your parents
are the people who raised you?

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[Steven] I think
we're all just gonna have to be

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as understanding as possible
with each other about this.

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Can we talk outside?

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Yeah, okay.

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I think I'm gonna go to the bathroom.

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Yeah, go for it.

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Hey, um…

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No, it's… Yeah, it's fine.

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I actually have sympathy for you in this.
It's a wild bomb drop.

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Yeah, that's one way to put it.

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I just don't want to make assumptions
about what you might want from me.

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I can just say, if you ever want to
come to New York…

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-That's sweet. I don't, but thank you.
-[sighs]

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Um, I do want you to sign off
on not being my guardian, though.

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Who's gonna take care of you?

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Me.

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No, no. It's not sad. It's…

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It's not like that.
You don't have to do that.

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I'm serious. It's really not.
It's what I'm used to.

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It's been that way for a while,
and I'd like to keep it that way.

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That way we can all move on and…

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I mean, you're thinking
we're just gonna move on?

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Yeah.

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-Okay. I'm gonna…
-Yeah.

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[Steven] Hey.

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Um…

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I love you.

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You're my daughter.

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Nothing's gonna change that, okay?

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Are you gonna turn around? Can we talk or…

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Sure. But stop saying
that nothing's changed.

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Literally everything's changed.

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Doesn't even feel
like she's my sister anymore.

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It feels like she's your daughter,
and I'm the adopted one.

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Like I'm the fake sister
and the fake daughter,

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and she's the one
you always actually wanted.

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She's the literal miracle kid.

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[Steven] Annie, come on.
None of that is true.

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I'm surprised you're reacting like this.

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I'm sorry that I'm having
a bit of a complicated reaction

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to a really fucked-up,
complicated situation,

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so I'm just gonna need you
to understand that I…

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cannot be okay right now, fully.
I can't just snap my fingers and be fine.

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I'm not either.
I missed Ramona's whole life.

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Oh, my God! This is exactly what I mean!

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-What?
-Like, it makes me so sad when you're sad.

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Like, I literally can't take it.

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It wrecks me. So I… Then I fix it.

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But, like, I can't fix it
for you right now.

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I can't fix this for you.

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Obviously, I want to make this better,

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and act like I'm okay, but I'm not,
'cause I'm the kid.

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You know?

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[exhales] I'm the kid.

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You're right.

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I'm sorry.

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I'm so sorry.

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I didn't…

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I know I'm not great at it. I…
But I really was…

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I've been just trying to protect you
and give you the best life, but I know.

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[Annie] I know, I know,
but I just feel like…

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like maybe, like,
my life here is better for me.

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Your life here? Really?

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Like, you don't have a life here.

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It's a lot realer of a life
than the bullshit one

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-I have in New York. It is.
-This is a summer thing.

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You've asked me one question.

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What the fuck do you know about my summer?
My summer.

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I don't think you're gonna get
what you're looking for.

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I just don't think following
in your mom's footsteps

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and trying to live the life
that she thought that she wanted

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is gonna give you what you want.

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It's not gonna bring her back.

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It's not gonna make…

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It's not gonna fix anything.

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When are you gonna forgive her for dying?

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Is that why you can't look at Ramona?

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Because she looks so much like her?

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[dramatic soft music playing]

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You know, Connor,
I'm like a mother figure.

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It's me, Denise.

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You can talk to me about what's going on.

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Aw.

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Thanks, Big D.

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And… if I'm gonna be for real for real,

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I did take some of your mushrooms
that you keep in your bedside table.

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-[scoffs]
-Frankly, I'm fucking flying.

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Did you leave me any?

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No. [laughs]

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[laughing] It's a little bit funny.

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Like, my dad and my dead mom
have a fucking real kid?

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I mean, what a psychotic joke.

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That raccoon looks really friendly.

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Connor, honey, I don't think
you really think that this is funny.

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You know, you're likely the most…

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emotionally intelligent person
in your family.

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And that can be a heavy weight
to carry, you know?

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Thank you.

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But I see you, buddy.

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Do you think that raccoon has distemper?

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That's a mailbox.

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Okay, good. I'm glad he's okay.

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[footsteps approaching]

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[Ellis] Annie?

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-Hey.
-Hey.

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I was looking for you.

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[slow instrumental music playing]

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Are you okay?

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[Oona]
I think it's just gonna
take Annie a second.

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Yeah. I don't know, it just feels like…
It feels so different now.

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[Oona] Mmm-hmm.

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Like, I feel like if I were to,

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I don't know,
ever want to get to know him or, like,

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visit New York,

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I probably can't do that now

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because I really feel like
she'd be weird about it.

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Like I'm stealing her dad.

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What? So, like…

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are you thinking of going there
and having a relationship with him?

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I don't know.

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Oh.

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What?

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No. Nothing.

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[chuckles] No, it's obviously something.

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-What--
-No, no, no, I just…

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I didn't know that
you'd even consider, like,

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-maybe living in New York.
-I didn't say I'm moving.

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If you want a relationship with him,
you'd want to live there for a bit.

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Right?

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Okay. I'm sorry.
What's going on right now?

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No, nothing's going on.

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-You seem like--
-Babe, I'm just trying to catch up.

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-Sorry.
-Okay. Yeah.

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Five minutes ago, you were so sure
you wanted nothing to do with that man.

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Like, you were so anti that.

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Like, you were talking about me
moving in with you for the winter.

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-Do you still want me to do that?
-Yeah, I just…

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Dude, I just found out
that my biological dad is Steven.

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-Mmm-hmm.
-Steven. Like…

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-I'm just talking out loud. I don't--
-Yeah. No, I know.

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-Okay.
-Yeah, I'm talking out loud too.

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I know how this is gonna go.

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-You know how this is gonna go?
-Yes.

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-Okay, tell me.
-You're gonna go to New York.

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You'll like it better than here
because it's New York,

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and it's exciting and cool,
and you're gonna have money.

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Travel, do whatever you want,

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experience all of these crazy, cool things

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and you will forget about me.

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You won't come back. And it is chill.

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Like, Mona, so fine. I get it.

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Like, can't blame you for it.

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Hundred percent. Very chill.

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Thought you knew me
a little better than that.

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Oona, look at me, I would never do that.

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-Yeah, okay.
-Like, in no world would I do that.

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You say that now.

248
00:17:20,707 --> 00:17:22,834
Glad to know you think so low of me. Cool.

249
00:17:22,917 --> 00:17:26,421
-No, come on. It's not that.
-That's awesome. Yeah. Yeah. I'm gonna go.

250
00:17:26,504 --> 00:17:30,592
No, don't leave. Ramona. We agreed
that that's the worst thing to do.

251
00:17:30,675 --> 00:17:32,761
-I don't care.
-Let's just talk about it.

252
00:17:32,844 --> 00:17:34,471
-You don't care?
-I don't care.

253
00:17:34,554 --> 00:17:37,891
It's so clear to me right now that
you don't care what I'm going through.

254
00:17:37,974 --> 00:17:40,268
The lack of empathy is crazy.

255
00:17:40,351 --> 00:17:43,229
You only care about how, like,
this is gonna affect you

256
00:17:43,313 --> 00:17:46,191
and your life and your happiness
and your well-being, and…

257
00:17:47,901 --> 00:17:50,904
none of this is actually about me.

258
00:17:53,406 --> 00:17:54,491
This is about you.

259
00:17:54,824 --> 00:17:56,826
It's about you
and your fucking mommy issues.

260
00:17:56,910 --> 00:17:59,204
Because you think
I'm gonna leave you like she did.

261
00:17:59,287 --> 00:18:01,664
I've never given you anything
to think that, ever.

262
00:18:01,748 --> 00:18:03,958
-[scoffs] Love that.
-I've literally never even left.

263
00:18:04,042 --> 00:18:07,796
Well done. Well done. You just
pushed me away as far as you could.

264
00:18:08,379 --> 00:18:10,632
Did you like that? Did that feel good?

265
00:18:10,715 --> 00:18:12,175
-Did I like that?
-That was great.

266
00:18:13,343 --> 00:18:16,638
Hit the spot. Hit the spot, baby.
Thank you. Cool.

267
00:18:17,472 --> 00:18:19,182
Oona, I'm… I didn't…

268
00:18:19,265 --> 00:18:21,935
Nah, it's all good. It's okay.

269
00:18:22,852 --> 00:18:24,604
-We should just stop here.
-I'm sorry.

270
00:18:24,687 --> 00:18:27,315
We should stop
before we hurt each other more. It's fine.

271
00:18:31,027 --> 00:18:34,322
What the fuck does that mean?
You're not hurting me. I don't know…

272
00:18:34,405 --> 00:18:38,368
I don't know, I just, like,
now isn't our time, and that's okay.

273
00:18:38,451 --> 00:18:40,703
-Now isn't our time?
-No. It's not.

274
00:18:40,787 --> 00:18:42,664
It's just not working, obviously.

275
00:18:42,747 --> 00:18:45,250
-So we're just gonna break up?
-Yeah, I think we should.

276
00:18:46,417 --> 00:18:48,545
I think it's what's best for us.

277
00:18:49,671 --> 00:18:51,589
You think that's what's best…

278
00:18:51,673 --> 00:18:55,176
So you're just, like, dictating the status
of our relationship now?

279
00:18:55,760 --> 00:18:58,513
-You should go see the world.
-I don't want to go see the world.

280
00:18:58,596 --> 00:19:00,223
You do. Do it.

281
00:19:00,974 --> 00:19:02,100
Let me know how it is.

282
00:19:08,690 --> 00:19:09,691
Have a good time.

283
00:19:12,110 --> 00:19:13,111
[clears throat]

284
00:19:32,380 --> 00:19:35,300
[Annie] I feel so bad about
how I handled this with Ramona.

285
00:19:35,508 --> 00:19:37,510
[Ellis] It's all… It's all gonna work out.

286
00:19:38,845 --> 00:19:39,762
Will it?

287
00:19:43,600 --> 00:19:44,434
Yeah.

288
00:19:46,311 --> 00:19:50,273
We've kind of fucking been through it
this summer, yeah?

289
00:19:50,356 --> 00:19:53,109
-[both chuckle]
-I don't know what you're talking about.

290
00:19:53,192 --> 00:19:55,236
That was a really uneventful summer
on my end.

291
00:19:55,320 --> 00:19:56,738
Yeah. No, totally. Yeah.

292
00:19:56,821 --> 00:19:59,449
God. If only something happened.

293
00:19:59,949 --> 00:20:03,536
Okay, so what was more boring,
when you found out that your dad

294
00:20:03,620 --> 00:20:05,246
might also be your best friend's dad,

295
00:20:05,330 --> 00:20:09,542
or when we found out
that our parents had an affair?

296
00:20:09,626 --> 00:20:12,712
-Yeah, that was kind of boring.
-'Cause that was pretty sick.

297
00:20:12,795 --> 00:20:14,088
-Yeah.
-Um…

298
00:20:16,716 --> 00:20:19,719
Neither, actually.
I think the most boring part was

299
00:20:21,346 --> 00:20:22,931
watching my parents' marriage…

300
00:20:23,014 --> 00:20:24,766
-Totes.
-…fall apart.

301
00:20:24,849 --> 00:20:27,894
-[chuckles] Which is kind of fucked up.
-[laughs] That's brutal.

302
00:20:27,977 --> 00:20:31,272
-It's funny, though. No, it's funny.
-It's not. That's why I'm not laughing.

303
00:20:31,356 --> 00:20:34,817
No, please laugh.
It's the only thing we can do.

304
00:20:34,901 --> 00:20:36,277
-It's fine.
-True. True.

305
00:20:37,487 --> 00:20:38,488
True.

306
00:20:40,406 --> 00:20:41,407
[sighs]

307
00:20:48,164 --> 00:20:49,123
This face.

308
00:20:50,708 --> 00:20:54,212
-I just wanna stare at it forever. What?
-Ellis, no, no.

309
00:20:54,295 --> 00:20:55,129
What?

310
00:20:55,213 --> 00:20:56,547
No, we don't have to…

311
00:20:57,840 --> 00:21:00,760
We don't have to
make it harder for ourselves. Um…

312
00:21:02,136 --> 00:21:04,222
We're gonna write

313
00:21:04,305 --> 00:21:06,724
and talk and visit. It's good.

314
00:21:09,268 --> 00:21:10,269
[softly] Annie.

315
00:21:11,145 --> 00:21:12,146
[softly] What?

316
00:21:18,403 --> 00:21:19,570
Ellis, no.

317
00:21:21,531 --> 00:21:22,740
I'm gonna miss you so much.

318
00:21:22,824 --> 00:21:25,451
Don't make this hurt
more than it has to, please.

319
00:21:26,285 --> 00:21:27,578
[sobs] Please.

320
00:21:54,188 --> 00:21:55,481
I think we…

321
00:21:55,565 --> 00:21:57,275
I think we have to let this hurt.

322
00:22:04,782 --> 00:22:05,658
Okay?

323
00:22:07,243 --> 00:22:08,202
Yes.

324
00:22:09,704 --> 00:22:10,621
Yes.

325
00:22:12,790 --> 00:22:13,791
No.

326
00:22:31,768 --> 00:22:33,102
I don't want to leave.

327
00:22:35,938 --> 00:22:38,024
[Sully] All right. I know that you said

328
00:22:38,107 --> 00:22:40,651
you wanted to try
some different kinds of mushrooms,

329
00:22:40,735 --> 00:22:43,905
so I got you some king mushrooms,
some enoki,

330
00:22:43,988 --> 00:22:45,156
and some lobster as well.

331
00:22:45,239 --> 00:22:47,658
Which one of these
will make me see raccoons again?

332
00:22:48,242 --> 00:22:50,369
-What? Raccoons?
-[door opens]

333
00:22:52,747 --> 00:22:53,915
-It's over.
-[Sully] What?

334
00:22:53,998 --> 00:22:55,333
What… What is?

335
00:22:56,501 --> 00:22:57,627
Oona broke up with me.

336
00:22:58,211 --> 00:22:59,837
-No! Oh, my God, baby.
-Wait, no!

337
00:22:59,921 --> 00:23:02,715
What happened? You guys were iconic,
like Bert and Ernie.

338
00:23:02,799 --> 00:23:05,009
Okay, come sit. I'll be right back, okay?

339
00:23:05,093 --> 00:23:06,677
Sully, don't bring me any food.

340
00:23:06,761 --> 00:23:10,431
I'm gonna give you as much food as I want,
because it always makes you feel better.

341
00:23:10,515 --> 00:23:12,266
-I'm gonna throw up.
-I'll be right back.

342
00:23:16,062 --> 00:23:17,396
What am I supposed to do?

343
00:23:19,273 --> 00:23:21,818
Annie's mad at me, and Oona hates me.

344
00:23:21,943 --> 00:23:23,986
Like, I never thought I'd say this, but…

345
00:23:25,696 --> 00:23:27,490
I fucking hate it here.

346
00:23:28,491 --> 00:23:31,119
Like, everything just hurts.

347
00:23:35,164 --> 00:23:36,666
You know what you could do?

348
00:23:37,416 --> 00:23:38,292
What?

349
00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:42,213
Sell that bitch.

350
00:23:43,005 --> 00:23:48,136
I mean, if you sold, you could leave
and do whatever you wanted forever.

351
00:23:48,970 --> 00:23:51,597
I mean, Denise already made a deal.

352
00:23:51,681 --> 00:23:56,227
She handed it to me in a fancy
little folder, so we know it's legit.

353
00:23:56,310 --> 00:23:59,188
And just tell Annie what you want to do.

354
00:23:59,272 --> 00:24:02,108
She promised to go
with whatever your decision was.

355
00:24:02,191 --> 00:24:06,904
Taking myself out of this whole deal,
I fuck with you.

356
00:24:07,488 --> 00:24:10,950
And, like, this was before I knew
my dad was your sperm donor,

357
00:24:11,033 --> 00:24:12,702
so, like, now it's double that.

358
00:24:14,162 --> 00:24:16,122
-I fuck with you too, I guess.
-No surprise.

359
00:24:16,205 --> 00:24:17,999
-Lesbians usually fuck with me.
-Okay.

360
00:24:19,125 --> 00:24:21,502
[chuckles] I mean,
don't you wanna travel?

361
00:24:21,586 --> 00:24:24,672
I don't know,
go to school somewhere cool, like Italy.

362
00:24:24,755 --> 00:24:28,885
You're smart. Like, you read books
in not-a-performative-male kinda way.

363
00:24:28,968 --> 00:24:31,554
And you look kind of Italian.
You'd probably do great there.

364
00:24:32,388 --> 00:24:33,222
And, I mean,

365
00:24:34,348 --> 00:24:37,935
what do you have to lose?
You've kind of already lost everything.

366
00:24:40,104 --> 00:24:41,731
Right. Okay. Damn.

367
00:24:41,814 --> 00:24:44,108
I'm sorry. That was… That was too far.

368
00:24:52,783 --> 00:24:54,869
Okay, so, just,

369
00:24:54,952 --> 00:24:58,664
hypothetically, if I were to do it…

370
00:25:01,626 --> 00:25:04,629
Nothing could happen to Ellis

371
00:25:05,504 --> 00:25:06,505
or the marina.

372
00:25:08,549 --> 00:25:12,511
Hypothetically, you can cut
whatever you want out of the deal.

373
00:25:27,318 --> 00:25:30,071
[footsteps approaching]

374
00:25:33,199 --> 00:25:34,033
Hey.

375
00:25:36,244 --> 00:25:37,078
Hey.

376
00:25:38,788 --> 00:25:40,790
I just want to
talk to you about something.

377
00:25:41,249 --> 00:25:42,458
If you wanna sit down.

378
00:25:45,419 --> 00:25:46,254
Okay.

379
00:25:49,090 --> 00:25:50,132
Is everything okay?

380
00:25:50,925 --> 00:25:51,759
Yeah.

381
00:25:54,679 --> 00:25:55,554
I wanna sell.

382
00:25:57,348 --> 00:25:59,016
-Sell…
-Sell the island.

383
00:26:03,521 --> 00:26:04,397
What?

384
00:26:06,857 --> 00:26:08,150
Sorry, I, um…

385
00:26:10,027 --> 00:26:11,779
I'm confused. Wha… Since when?

386
00:26:11,862 --> 00:26:14,115
I realized I have nothing left here,
you know?

387
00:26:17,201 --> 00:26:18,452
-What?
-Gordon's dead,

388
00:26:18,536 --> 00:26:21,289
Joe's essentially dead to me,
Oona and I broke up.

389
00:26:21,664 --> 00:26:23,874
-You broke…
-You don't actually wanna be my sister.

390
00:26:23,958 --> 00:26:27,086
It was fun for you in theory,
but now that it's real, you don't.

391
00:26:27,169 --> 00:26:28,379
You're freaking out.

392
00:26:31,090 --> 00:26:33,217
Okay. None of that is true.

393
00:26:33,301 --> 00:26:35,803
Just feels like my dad
is more your dad now than mine.

394
00:26:35,886 --> 00:26:38,556
So I'm sorry that I'm not having
a perfect reaction to that.

395
00:26:41,392 --> 00:26:43,769
This is your home, Ramona.
You love it here.

396
00:26:43,853 --> 00:26:46,397
What if I just love it
because I don't know anything else?

397
00:26:46,480 --> 00:26:49,191
This is the best place in the world.
You always say that.

398
00:26:49,275 --> 00:26:52,403
You've seen everything, Annie.

399
00:26:53,446 --> 00:26:54,739
And Gordon, he was,

400
00:26:55,823 --> 00:26:59,827
like, traumatized by his daughter dying,
and then…

401
00:27:01,203 --> 00:27:03,164
he was stuck here.
Like, he couldn't leave,

402
00:27:03,247 --> 00:27:05,708
and he instilled all these morals
and values into me,

403
00:27:05,791 --> 00:27:09,879
and I don't know
if they were important to me, though.

404
00:27:09,962 --> 00:27:12,798
Like, actually, at my core,
I don't know if I believe in them.

405
00:27:14,925 --> 00:27:17,219
And, like, selling this place would just…

406
00:27:19,180 --> 00:27:21,140
It would… It would change my life.

407
00:27:21,223 --> 00:27:22,641
Yeah. Yeah.

408
00:27:23,893 --> 00:27:25,227
I totally understand that.

409
00:27:26,020 --> 00:27:26,854
Um,

410
00:27:26,937 --> 00:27:27,813
I'm sorry.

411
00:27:29,231 --> 00:27:30,941
I ju… I, um…

412
00:27:33,611 --> 00:27:36,655
I don't know that it's worth the money
to sell your home

413
00:27:36,739 --> 00:27:40,201
-because there's so many options, Ramona.
-You've had everything!

414
00:27:40,701 --> 00:27:42,203
You've had everything!

415
00:27:42,995 --> 00:27:45,414
I see the face creams, man.

416
00:27:45,915 --> 00:27:48,334
You've never had to worry about a thing.

417
00:27:50,544 --> 00:27:53,130
It's not bad for me to want
this bigger life for myself.

418
00:27:53,214 --> 00:27:54,340
That's not bad at all.

419
00:27:54,423 --> 00:27:56,467
But a bigger life
can be a lot harder, actually.

420
00:27:56,550 --> 00:27:58,260
[Ramona] So can a small one!

421
00:28:00,262 --> 00:28:02,056
If you're thinking about New York,

422
00:28:02,139 --> 00:28:04,642
I don't know
how much you're gonna like it, Ramona.

423
00:28:04,725 --> 00:28:06,727
It's not an easy place to live,
even for me.

424
00:28:06,811 --> 00:28:08,646
It's why I might want to stay here.

425
00:28:10,064 --> 00:28:12,191
This was Mom's place, and she wanted--

426
00:28:12,274 --> 00:28:14,318
[scoffs] Mom's dead. Mom's dead.

427
00:28:16,529 --> 00:28:19,407
We can't ask her what she wanted.
I don't know. You don't know.

428
00:28:21,158 --> 00:28:23,285
Annie, she grew up here,
and then she left.

429
00:28:27,164 --> 00:28:28,707
[Annie] And then she came back.

430
00:28:33,504 --> 00:28:35,714
You know what? I'm… Let's, um…

431
00:28:35,798 --> 00:28:38,175
Why don't we take a night and sleep on it?

432
00:28:38,259 --> 00:28:40,386
-No. No, I'm sorry. No.
-And just…

433
00:28:42,513 --> 00:28:44,473
My mind's not gonna be changed
in the morning.

434
00:28:46,058 --> 00:28:48,602
Ramona, you can't make
a decision this big in one day.

435
00:28:48,686 --> 00:28:50,312
Just take… Just take a second.

436
00:28:52,356 --> 00:28:54,775
[Ramona] Because all that matters
is what you want.

437
00:28:55,568 --> 00:28:58,946
You don't want me to sell, but you sure
as shit don't want me in New York.

438
00:29:00,573 --> 00:29:02,199
You fucking promised.

439
00:29:12,251 --> 00:29:13,085
Okay.

440
00:29:14,044 --> 00:29:14,920
Okay?

441
00:29:15,463 --> 00:29:16,589
I did promise.

442
00:29:18,048 --> 00:29:20,926
I did promise. I said
I'd do whatever you want, so I will.

443
00:29:25,931 --> 00:29:26,807
Okay.

444
00:29:30,769 --> 00:29:32,271
-Thank you.
-Mmm-hmm.

445
00:29:53,876 --> 00:29:56,879
["Rain" playing]

446
00:30:23,531 --> 00:30:24,615
Ramona?

447
00:30:24,698 --> 00:30:25,533
[Ramona] Yeah?

448
00:30:26,534 --> 00:30:28,369
Are… Are you sleeping in there?

449
00:30:29,870 --> 00:30:30,704
[Ramona] Yeah.

450
00:30:45,094 --> 00:30:46,971
[Ramona]
You don't remember anything?

451
00:30:47,846 --> 00:30:48,681
[sighing]

452
00:30:48,764 --> 00:30:51,517
[Annie]
I mean, like, one thing,
but it's like…

453
00:30:51,600 --> 00:30:54,395
I don't really know if it's, like,
an actual memory

454
00:30:54,478 --> 00:30:56,814
or just, like, a picture
or a story someone told me,

455
00:30:56,897 --> 00:31:00,150
so it's probably not real.

456
00:31:02,278 --> 00:31:04,613
We're laying in bed,
and she's scratching my back,

457
00:31:04,697 --> 00:31:06,365
like, scratchies, you know?

458
00:31:07,741 --> 00:31:09,952
And I can feel her breathing,
and it's like…

459
00:31:11,036 --> 00:31:15,457
Like, I just felt very warm and, like,
so safe and held.

460
00:31:41,692 --> 00:31:42,735
There you go.

461
00:31:42,818 --> 00:31:43,944
[chattering indistinctly]

462
00:32:17,645 --> 00:32:19,146
[laughing softly]

463
00:32:19,938 --> 00:32:20,773
Thank you.

464
00:32:34,495 --> 00:32:35,788
Mom?

465
00:32:39,291 --> 00:32:40,125
It's okay.

466
00:32:44,129 --> 00:32:45,547
…down lazy river.

467
00:32:46,382 --> 00:32:47,508
That'll be good.

468
00:32:47,591 --> 00:32:49,843
And then we can go…

469
00:32:54,807 --> 00:32:55,683
Yeah!

470
00:32:59,019 --> 00:33:02,147
-[speaking indistinctly]
-[both laugh]

471
00:33:15,327 --> 00:33:16,370
Hi.

472
00:33:22,584 --> 00:33:25,003
Honey, come here. Come on.

473
00:33:26,880 --> 00:33:28,757
[Goldie laughing faintly]

474
00:33:44,940 --> 00:33:46,358
I'm so sorry.

475
00:33:48,068 --> 00:33:49,737
[sniffing]

476
00:33:52,865 --> 00:33:54,032
It's okay.

477
00:34:47,544 --> 00:34:49,087
-[Annie] Ramona?
-Hmm?

478
00:34:49,671 --> 00:34:50,964
I can't do it. I'm sorry.

479
00:34:54,134 --> 00:34:55,135
Can't do what?

480
00:34:55,219 --> 00:34:56,512
[Annie] Can we just wait a year?

481
00:34:57,721 --> 00:35:00,140
Please? I feel like
I'm just getting to know Mom.

482
00:35:00,224 --> 00:35:03,310
And I didn't realize how badly
I needed this place. But I really do.

483
00:35:05,479 --> 00:35:06,855
I can't believe this.

484
00:35:06,939 --> 00:35:08,398
I'm only asking you for a year.

485
00:35:08,482 --> 00:35:11,068
I feel like I'm gonna die
if I spend another year here.

486
00:35:11,151 --> 00:35:14,154
I know that you're really hurt right now,
and I'm so sorry about that.

487
00:35:15,697 --> 00:35:18,534
But you're 16, Ramona,
and if you sell this place,

488
00:35:18,617 --> 00:35:20,911
you'll be making
the biggest mistake of your life.

489
00:35:20,994 --> 00:35:24,540
I swear to God. Please, I want you
to think clearly about this.

490
00:35:25,123 --> 00:35:27,709
I'm thinking clearly. Very clearly.

491
00:35:27,793 --> 00:35:28,710
So am I.

492
00:35:30,003 --> 00:35:35,801
I really, really feel that Mom would
want us both to be here together.

493
00:35:35,884 --> 00:35:38,262
Really? Do you? You really think that?

494
00:35:38,345 --> 00:35:41,139
Or do you maybe think
the way that I think?

495
00:35:41,223 --> 00:35:45,310
Which is, I'm kind of discovering
that my life is fucking, like,

496
00:35:46,478 --> 00:35:49,606
bullshit, and I wanna see something new.

497
00:35:49,690 --> 00:35:54,653
But now I'm stuck here
because you don't want to sell?

498
00:35:56,446 --> 00:35:58,448
I can't. I can't. I'm sorry.

499
00:36:00,909 --> 00:36:03,620
Right. Right. Right.

500
00:36:09,376 --> 00:36:11,169
Ramona, I'm leaving today…

501
00:36:13,380 --> 00:36:14,381
[door slams]

502
00:36:18,886 --> 00:36:21,597
[cell phone ringing]

503
00:36:24,266 --> 00:36:25,309
Hello?

504
00:36:25,392 --> 00:36:27,519
[female voice]
Hi. Is this Connor Jacobson?

505
00:36:27,811 --> 00:36:29,021
Yeah.

506
00:36:29,104 --> 00:36:32,441
Hi, Connor. This is Dawn Fisher
from Open Hearts Adoption Agency.

507
00:36:33,108 --> 00:36:36,862
We got a response from
your biological mother about your request.

508
00:36:36,945 --> 00:36:40,032
And she would love
to get in touch with you.

509
00:36:48,123 --> 00:36:49,041
Hey, Maple.

510
00:36:49,875 --> 00:36:50,709
[Maple] Hi.

511
00:36:53,211 --> 00:36:55,964
Is she here? I wanna talk to her.

512
00:36:56,673 --> 00:36:57,716
Um,

513
00:36:57,799 --> 00:36:58,800
no.

514
00:37:00,135 --> 00:37:01,428
Know when she'll be back?

515
00:37:04,097 --> 00:37:05,849
Okay. Well, um…

516
00:37:07,643 --> 00:37:10,354
if you see her, let her know
I'm stuck here forever,

517
00:37:10,854 --> 00:37:12,522
if she ever wants to talk.

518
00:37:16,026 --> 00:37:16,860
Thanks.

519
00:37:19,613 --> 00:37:20,530
I'm sorry.

520
00:37:21,114 --> 00:37:21,949
Huh?

521
00:37:22,491 --> 00:37:23,533
Sorry.

522
00:37:26,411 --> 00:37:27,287
Yeah.

523
00:37:29,247 --> 00:37:30,248
Yeah, me too.

524
00:37:48,517 --> 00:37:51,103
[Maple] You know how messed up
it is to ask a child to lie?

525
00:37:51,186 --> 00:37:52,187
Yeah, I know.

526
00:37:53,021 --> 00:37:54,815
I'm sorry. And thank you.

527
00:37:58,652 --> 00:38:00,404
Why didn't you want to talk to her?

528
00:38:02,239 --> 00:38:05,075
If she knew that I was here,
she wouldn't do what she needs to do.

529
00:38:06,493 --> 00:38:09,371
Well, what does she need to do?

530
00:38:12,165 --> 00:38:14,001
She needs to do what's best for her.

531
00:38:18,171 --> 00:38:19,047
Are you okay?

532
00:38:19,131 --> 00:38:20,090
Yeah.

533
00:38:21,842 --> 00:38:22,676
Yeah.

534
00:38:23,552 --> 00:38:26,013
-Are you sure?
-Yeah, I'm good.

535
00:38:38,734 --> 00:38:39,568
Hi.

536
00:38:39,651 --> 00:38:40,652
Hey.

537
00:38:41,778 --> 00:38:44,865
I think Ellis is out there
getting the plane ready for you.

538
00:38:47,784 --> 00:38:49,578
-Okay. Thank you. Cool.
-He should be back soon.

539
00:38:49,661 --> 00:38:50,495
Cool.

540
00:39:04,134 --> 00:39:06,053
I had a dream about my mom last night.

541
00:39:11,433 --> 00:39:12,434
Yeah?

542
00:39:13,935 --> 00:39:15,812
You think she regretted
blowing up her life?

543
00:39:18,148 --> 00:39:22,736
No, I think maybe she would've done things
a little bit differently, but no.

544
00:39:27,324 --> 00:39:28,492
She was…

545
00:39:30,077 --> 00:39:31,703
She was finally happy.

546
00:39:32,746 --> 00:39:36,083
In fact, she told me
that she wished she had done it sooner.

547
00:39:42,297 --> 00:39:45,884
So what happened between
when my dad took us and when my mom died?

548
00:39:47,344 --> 00:39:50,430
-Was she gonna come back ever?
-Of course she was comin' back.

549
00:39:52,057 --> 00:39:55,685
She had a ticket to New York
two days after you left.

550
00:39:56,394 --> 00:39:57,938
Soonest one she could get.

551
00:39:58,021 --> 00:39:59,356
-Really?
-Yeah.

552
00:40:00,232 --> 00:40:02,067
So then was it the stress
of my dad taking us

553
00:40:02,150 --> 00:40:04,277
that caused her to go
into an early labor or--

554
00:40:04,361 --> 00:40:05,195
No.

555
00:40:05,779 --> 00:40:08,031
-Well, how could it not have been?
-No, no, no. [sighs]

556
00:40:10,325 --> 00:40:11,827
The doctor said no.

557
00:40:12,828 --> 00:40:13,662
Okay?

558
00:40:15,831 --> 00:40:17,165
She had a heart condition.

559
00:40:19,709 --> 00:40:20,961
I mean, nobody knew.

560
00:40:23,421 --> 00:40:27,801
So, like…
what exactly happened that night?

561
00:40:27,884 --> 00:40:28,969
[sighing] Annie, uh…

562
00:40:30,595 --> 00:40:31,429
I'm sorry, I…

563
00:40:32,639 --> 00:40:33,473
Okay.

564
00:40:35,934 --> 00:40:37,269
She was…

565
00:40:38,520 --> 00:40:39,479
She was in pain.

566
00:40:41,314 --> 00:40:46,945
And she didn't know if it was contractions
or not, you know, so…

567
00:40:48,071 --> 00:40:49,531
I rushed her to the hospital.

568
00:40:51,449 --> 00:40:52,951
I remember thinking that…

569
00:40:54,911 --> 00:40:58,039
There was no way this boat
could move slower, you know,

570
00:40:58,123 --> 00:41:00,458
but we were flying across the lake.

571
00:41:01,710 --> 00:41:03,086
I kept pushing it.

572
00:41:03,170 --> 00:41:06,214
I actually bent the throttle.

573
00:41:08,633 --> 00:41:09,759
And we got there.

574
00:41:09,843 --> 00:41:14,347
And I just remember
all these doctors and nurses.

575
00:41:14,973 --> 00:41:15,932
It was packed.

576
00:41:16,016 --> 00:41:18,476
And I kept getting pushed out.

577
00:41:18,560 --> 00:41:20,687
And so I was standing in the doorway,

578
00:41:21,813 --> 00:41:23,190
and I heard this crash.

579
00:41:23,815 --> 00:41:25,442
I remember I looked down the hall,

580
00:41:26,818 --> 00:41:29,946
and this doctor,
he was older than everyone else,

581
00:41:30,739 --> 00:41:32,991
came flyin' around the corner,

582
00:41:33,617 --> 00:41:37,621
and he ran into this medical cart,
and shit went flyin' everywhere.

583
00:41:38,205 --> 00:41:40,832
And he sprinted
right past me into the room,

584
00:41:42,042 --> 00:41:44,669
and I remember that
that is when it dawned on me

585
00:41:44,753 --> 00:41:47,130
that this was bad, you know?

586
00:41:49,841 --> 00:41:52,219
And they, uh, took her into surgery.

587
00:41:52,302 --> 00:41:56,139
Surgery? What s… What sur…
I didn't know she had surgery.

588
00:41:56,223 --> 00:41:58,558
She had an emergency C-section.

589
00:41:58,642 --> 00:42:00,101
I didn't know she had a C-section.

590
00:42:02,395 --> 00:42:03,688
[sighs]

591
00:42:05,732 --> 00:42:07,067
Was she… Was she scared?

592
00:42:10,946 --> 00:42:12,364
You know, your mom,

593
00:42:13,823 --> 00:42:17,285
she was the bravest, most fearless person

594
00:42:18,328 --> 00:42:20,038
I had ever known.

595
00:42:20,872 --> 00:42:24,209
And when they were taking her
out of the room, we made eye contact,

596
00:42:25,919 --> 00:42:27,921
and I remember she smiled at me,

597
00:42:28,964 --> 00:42:32,884
you know, like she was gonna reassure me.
[chuckles sadly]

598
00:42:41,017 --> 00:42:42,018
And then what happened?

599
00:42:42,102 --> 00:42:44,104
Well, then I never saw her again.

600
00:42:44,980 --> 00:42:46,398
She didn't come out of surgery.

601
00:42:50,235 --> 00:42:52,070
So she never got to meet Ramona?

602
00:42:53,655 --> 00:42:55,282
Or hold her? Anything like that?

603
00:42:59,661 --> 00:43:00,495
No.

604
00:43:04,499 --> 00:43:05,333
No.

605
00:43:11,923 --> 00:43:13,925
["Don't Think Twice,
It's Alright" playing]

606
00:43:58,970 --> 00:43:59,888
Hi.

607
00:44:01,514 --> 00:44:03,099
I'm so glad you're here. I was…

608
00:44:03,725 --> 00:44:07,228
You know, I was hoping
I could… see you before I left.

609
00:44:07,812 --> 00:44:08,646
-Um…
-Yeah.

610
00:44:10,231 --> 00:44:13,485
I don't know where your head is or if…

611
00:44:14,486 --> 00:44:16,029
there's a world where maybe…

612
00:44:17,572 --> 00:44:20,909
you and I could spend some time together.
'Cause I really wanna…

613
00:44:24,788 --> 00:44:26,915
[sentimental music playing]

614
00:44:50,939 --> 00:44:52,107
Ramona?

615
00:44:53,024 --> 00:44:55,068
You've been girl
with dead mom your whole life.

616
00:44:56,903 --> 00:44:57,779
Okay.

617
00:44:57,862 --> 00:44:59,656
And you've always had this place and her…

618
00:45:00,407 --> 00:45:03,451
all of her memories
and Gordon and… I mean…

619
00:45:03,535 --> 00:45:05,703
You slept in her bed every summer.
Like, that's…

620
00:45:07,831 --> 00:45:09,207
That's so incredible.

621
00:45:10,291 --> 00:45:11,292
I want that.

622
00:45:12,085 --> 00:45:13,962
I need to be girl with dead mom too.

623
00:45:15,171 --> 00:45:17,465
And you've never gotten
to be girl with an alive dad.

624
00:45:18,091 --> 00:45:19,217
And I have had that.

625
00:45:21,010 --> 00:45:23,012
For 18 years, I've had that.

626
00:45:25,515 --> 00:45:27,100
Ho…

627
00:45:28,017 --> 00:45:29,936
And honestly, he's a really good dad.

628
00:45:31,604 --> 00:45:33,064
And I want you to have that.

629
00:45:33,148 --> 00:45:35,859
And I really do want you to have that.

630
00:45:37,861 --> 00:45:40,196
["Fleeting" playing]

631
00:45:49,956 --> 00:45:51,666
You deserve to be taken care of.

632
00:45:52,542 --> 00:45:54,169
Yeah. No, I know I deserve that.

633
00:45:56,713 --> 00:45:58,715
I just… I don't know if I want it.

634
00:46:01,676 --> 00:46:02,552
Well, I think…

635
00:46:04,220 --> 00:46:05,305
I think you need it.

636
00:46:07,891 --> 00:46:09,142
How do you know what I need?

637
00:46:15,190 --> 00:46:16,399
Because I'm your sister.

638
00:46:26,784 --> 00:46:28,203
[Ramona]
So what should we do?

639
00:47:56,874 --> 00:48:00,295
[slow instrumental music playing]